Yes, I get to share with you my little secret. I am indeed pregnant. I have a huge sigh of relief now to finally share with you all, but all of the pregnancy tests I had to take drove me crazy. Read about it.
I knew something was not right one day. My period was a whole week late and my anxiety kicked in. Back story, my period is rarely late. If it is 9 times out of it is due to stress. I’m a girl who takes a pregnancy test if she’s a day late. Mainly, because my anxiety would send me through the roof.
This time was no different but where I bought the test was. I purchased a dollar store test, because unlike other times I did not want spend almost $20 for a negative test. So, my goal was to take the test and get my “no” so I could sleep at night. Y’all I was losing sleep at night. Well I kinda got my “no” with one line, but the pregnant line was faint. I felt like that was good enough.
Long story short. The faint “yes” and the for sure “no” was not enough. I started noticing my eating habits increase and I went to the store and bought a more expensive test. Y’all something still wasn’t right. I took that test home and they didn’t even read an answer. Yeah, I freaked out again.
So finally I returned that tests and went with a simple digital test. BOOM! It read PREGNANT. I had the biggest freak out and almost passed out. Mainly, because we all have these plans for our lives and things just happen. I am so happy my boyfriend came straight over super calm, ready to comfort me. His calmness even freaked me out a little more. A few simple words helped me so much, he said “this may not have been planned, but it was in our plan.” That helped me so much! Get ready because this is a journey I am excited to share.